BE the one by东方神起

跟Mindy跟多了..

最近也喜欢东方神起的歌了..

这首BE THE ONE是我的最爱...

因为我觉得超好听的说~~~

I feel the temperature rise girl
when I see you movin
It's hot you got me burnin' up
so baby let's go
After all that's said and done
baby you're my only one
My only fantasy
just can't keep my hands down
You gotta let me know
girl if you want it tonight
your body's so tight
I can make you feel right
You got me in the zone
girl let's go on a ride
Girltonigh
twon't stop till you say yeah

Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right
Baby come over tonight
Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right

Show you the time of your life
I can see it in your eyes
girl I know what you're thinkin
You wanna be my number one
so whatcha waitin' for
After all that's said and done
baby you're my only one
My only fantasy
just can't keep my hands down
You gotta let me know girlif you want it tonight
your body's so tight
I can make you feel right
You got me in the zone
girl let's go on a ride
Girl tonight
won't stop till you say yeah

Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right
Baby come over tonight
Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right

Show you the time of your life
Baby let your mind go
I'll take it real slow
Just get inside make you feel alright
I know you want more wanna lose control
Let your Inhibitions go
Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right
Baby come over tonight
Be the one Be the one
Be the one be the one Do you right
Show you the time of your life 

女人真是复杂的动物...

女人善变..
真的比什么都还快..
有时快到我真还不相信那是我自己..
我真的不了解我自己...
明知道不能这样干嘛还要说不该说的话...
我真是笨死了...

反反复复..
这也难怪他会生气...
他会累是一定的啊...
怎么能怪他呢..
这都是我自己惹出来的...

真是糟糕啊我...
好烂哦..
怎么会这样呢...
怎么会一直闯祸啊我...
哎...

够了..
有常提醒自己..
有些不该说的话就别说了..

沉默好了..
不该再问他还会喜欢谁..
因为我...
根本没资格...

♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣♣

好生疏的两个字...爸爸.

我刚打给他了...
一个跟我明明很亲...
却又离我很遥远的人....
那个人就是我爸...
他不喜欢我叫他爸爸...
记得小小的时候...
他喜欢我叫他Daddy~~~
他说爸爸不好听...
Daddy比较有亲切感...
所以从那次起我就只叫他Daddy...

^^好怀念那个时候...


今天的那么一通电话...
让我回想一好多好多以前童年的回忆..
勾起我心里的许多伤痕..
想起..
以前我爸是多么的疼我~~~

我是他的宝贝..
是他的明珠..
是他的第一个孩子..
是他的第一个女儿..

还记得...
以前我要什么有什么...
是世界上最大牌的女儿~~
而我爸...他也从来没有不满足我任何需要...
只要我发现任何我想要的东西...
他都会在第一时间买给我...

都快7年了..
他应该都不记得我长什么样子了吧..
应该连我喜欢吃什么...
讨厌什么他都该忘了吧....

现在的他...
只为了他的另外的家..拼搏...
为了他另外个女儿..儿子..老婆...

那我呢...
他之前那么疼的女儿...
我承认...
我很贪心...
我只想当我爸爸唯一的女儿...
我只想他疼我一个...
永远永远只有我一个...
但他为什么没有....
为什么没对我负起该负的责任...
我不也是你的女儿吗...
还是说我长大了...
你就不疼我了...
为什么你都不主动来关心我呢...
每次都这样傻傻的等你打电话来...
但...
每次都失望...
因为都是我先打个你....
你就不能主动关心我吗...
我不要求多...一次就号...
你相信吗...
那么一次我也会很感动....

“爸..你想我吗...”
好想问的一句话...
还希望你会说...
当然想啦..我的乖女儿...
但你怎么要想那么久...
为什么总是给我那么多借口和理由...

这样我真的好累...
好想好想...
真的好想大声跟你说...


“爸爸..DADDY...我真的很想很想念你...
你从来都没看过你的女儿多厉害...
有机会的话..请你留点时间给我好吗...
我也想当个有爸爸的女儿...你多疼疼我好吗...”


(第一次...泪眼汪汪的写帖子...
眼泪鼻涕都流的稀里哗啦...
希望你总有一天胡看到我想跟你说的话...)

你的宝贝女儿-----新智上

自用产品~~

today go to the center with Mindy...
==''''
what a rush...
really sorry....
i dunno that you wanna meet up with someone at 2pm...
really sorry that make you late...
i know is mine problem...
but next time can you please tell me earlier..
that you wanna meet with someone else...
so that you time will not crash up...

haiz....
i really dun like that kind of feel...
always need others to fetch me...
i wish i could drive too...
but still too young...
need to wait for...at least one more year...
DAMN hate!!!!!!!!
why am i so young...

haiz...
but never mind lah...
at least i got go center today...
thanks Jean sis for teaching me a lot of things...
oh...
i also invest RM180...in personal care product..
well..good job...

i bought...
two glister spray...
two g &h lotion..
body gel
toothpaste...
toothbrush
roll on...

yaya...
this is all i bought for this month...
and i am planing next month will invest on...ARTISTRY...
at that time i wish to help every one to be pretty...
and help the to wash their face~~doing facial~~~
wonderful life~~~

ERM....
i think the money in the bank...
i will use it beforehand...
well..well...
Hope and wish...
i can share the benefit of the product..
with every single friend or family...
lalalala^^

cant wait to get those product~~~
emuackzZ~~~~
☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★

归队的感觉真好~~

thanks iVY thanks mindy~~
mine best friend ever forever...
without you guys...
should i will fall down...
thanks for your remind..
and always stay by mine side...

every day ang night will come to an end...
but i wish that...
our friendship will Last FOREVer...

today...i go to the conference..
everybody was so worry about me...
the care about me to...
this let me feel please...

thanks god...
for let me have a chance to know..
and be friend with them...
this is mine luck and honor...
loVe THEM so MUCH...

muackzZ~~~~~
really love that kind of feel in the center..
everyone would care about you...
in team no one will abandon you...
just you will abandon yourself...
that is a place for me to refill mine energy...
when i feel negative..
that place is a place to let me think positive...

that kind of feel really better than at home...
but not talking mine mum...
I loVE miNe muM...
and I know That shE LOvE me TOO..

THE ONLY PERSON THAT I AM REALly angry with...
is mine brother..
mine younger brother...
he is still 14 now...
ya...
teenagers life...
i know...
can you be obedient a little bit...
i dont ask for many just a single little tinny things..
you are the one who always make our family get in quarrel...
i dont like that feel...
mum dont like that feel..
and you...
i do think so that you also dont like it..
so please let you home be a place sweet for all of us~~~
ok~~~
please...
i do need it~~~

SPM Is COminG Soon...

ComING soon...
This tWO words...
usually we can see it in cinema~~
but this two words...
coming soon....
was so meaningful in mine life~~

guys...
do you know that SPm iS coming soon...
THE most important exam in our life...
is near now...

every one who are form 5 this year...
no matter you are 16..17...or 18..
as long as..
you are a student who are going to face SPM in year 2010...

PLEASE PAY ATTENTION...
just 44 days left...
for us to face the real SPM exam...
are you guys ready to face it~~~

BAhasa Melayu
English
华文
Sejarah
Science
Add math
Modern math
Akaun
MOral

stress now~~~~
but i like it~~~
like this kind of stress...
like this kind of feel...
study in book...
ERM...
MAYBE BOOK STUDYING Me~~
haha~~~

i will do well in spm ...
wish me good luck everyone~~~
love you~~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

EyES specialist..△▲△▲

ya...
this morning mine mum had send me to the eyes specialist...
We REACH THERE At 10:30+am..
because of the heavy traffic jam...
mum need to and park her car far away from the clinic...
so...
she left me alone along the road....
and she wanna me to find the doctor myself...
this is the first time i went there...
how could i know which one is the clinic...

In addition...
there were all specialist in the whole row of the road...
bone specialist...liver specialist...ear specialist...etc..

OMG...
how could i find it...
I AM ALMOST BLIND NOW...
GOD...GOD...
where are you doctor Ng...
gOD...please help me...
oh...ya...
suddenly..
i remember someone...Elsea..
mine cousin...
quickly..i call her...
sad...T_T。。
nobody answer the phone...
haiz..what should i do now...

“ Guess now it's official.
Can't back out, can't back out
No Gettin' ready for the night of nights...”

who singing that song...
sounds like mine phone...
wao...
mine savior is here...
Elsea..thnks so much...
she tell me..how's the clinic look like...
and so...
Erm...luckily...i found it lastly...
thanks god...
after register..mine mum reach to..
so close...
i just reach there a few minutes before her..
thanks that i am more earlier than mine mum...
if not..
sure she will kill me...
haha...
but there are still 4 patients waiting at there to...
need to wait for...
at least 45minutes-1hour....
oh...gosh...
waiting there...
wait wait wait...

1Hour 15minutes pass by..
finally...
is mine time to have a check up with the doctor...
the doctor took a look at me...
then..
he said...
need to remove a piece of protein from mine eyes..

Och.......
it is painful !!!
and bleeding now...
blood and tears mix together..
spring out from mine eye...
mum laugh at me..
she said me still look like child..

ya..
of cause..
i am always child in her mind,heart and soul..
that's why she love me so much...
^^haha~~~

after the payment..RM140..
we left the clinic...
the doctor remind me no to stand under the sun...
and remember to take mine medicine..
drink more water...

haiz...
wish i will recover soon..
i really miss mine school and friend...

and i dont wish to get sore eye again..
this is really an terrible experience for me...
I hate it..
although it an epidemic in this year..


I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KL大会~~

最后~~
我还有上KL参与那场顺义大会~~
幸好我又去...
不然我想我真的会后悔一辈子...

超非凡的一切一切..
我们的团队也超棒的~~~
JB2 赞啊~~~
韩国料理 赞啊~~~

哎..
要不是我红眼...
我相信我能表现得更加好...

上的课都超级无敌经典~~
听了每个人的故事...
真的觉得~~
我真的觉得其实我自己真的很有福气了....
不需要走那么多冤枉路..
省去很多时间~~就能成功·····
所以..
我还真的要非常非常非常感谢我的贵人。。。

Ivy姐~~~

要不是她··
我想我那几天应该都在家里对着电脑...
不然就是每天发呆...
浪费时间...

要不是她··
我的生活也不会那么多姿多彩~~~
也不会那么大胆敢想那么遥远的目标...
一起努力达成目标~~~

因为你改变了我...
谢谢~~~(鞠躬)

在顺义这场大会...
看到很多很多的人...
让我最敬佩的就是德沛哥哥...
第二代的第一个钻石!!
(掌声&欢呼声)
真的太帅了吧~~~

太帅太帅了...
我一定要努力...
也达到我的目标~~~
加油加油...

先说...
因为这次红眼症的关系...
爱拍照的我没拍很多照片...
因为我觉得很丑...

超可惜..
没跟Ivy & Mindy他们拍很多照片...
Haiz~~~~~~~~

但是..
还是有几张跟领导人拍的...


俞潓姐&我



忆琴姐&我



Kenny大哥&我



景涞大哥&我



跟他们的几张照片~~~

一个一直讲我很吵的男人!!!!




这辈子最爱的两个人~~
跟Ivy 和 Mindy的唯一一张照片....
MINDY超像娃娃的~~~两个娃娃~~~~



~~~Ivy~~~



哈哈~~~
虽然会不舒服~~~
但还真是超赞~~~
人生中第一次在这种会议里大喊~~~
而且还不会有人讲你神经病~~~~
超爽的说~~~
以后这种会议~~~
我都一定要出席!!!!!
啦啦啦啦啦~~~~~~~~

MINe mUM vERy CUTE~~

mum...
you are really a women that let me love you deeply~~
always and ever~~~
thanks a lot...
that you allow me to go KL with mine friend..

I promise!!
AND I SWEAR!!



i will bring u to pARIS~~~
i WANNA leT you ENJOY your life..
ever forever~~~

Please!!
just GIVE ME more time!!!
you must wait for me ok~~~

at least you must enjoy your life first...
i will buy all the things that you wan no matter how expensive it is..
i will bring you go travel to all the country that you wish to go to...


i WANNA LET Those idiot people know that...
YOU...MISS BIVERLY still have a good and responsible child...
who will take care you forever...
give you a good life and so...

I will have a good future!!!!
wait for me!!!


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥